Let me segue from my last post by quoting my art teacher, Lisa Forster Beach, from Stowe, Vermont: "Expectations, whether your own, or another's for you, are burdening..."
When I first saw the drawing of my house at the Cambridge Historical Commission showing my house had a front porch, I began to visualize how it might look if I were to rebuild it. It might have a vintage swing with inviting canvas cushions and a few potted plants on its shiny new deck....
...or maybe a few old rocking chairs
in front of the shutters
and barley twist plant stand
with a potted caladium.
I think these
But when I got home from work on Friday,
this was the sight.
Expectations... [insert sound of screeching brakes]...crushed.
Maybe it's a mistake.
So I ran into the house and grabbed the measuring tape.
3' 10" just like it should be; in fact, the finished size should be 3' 10"
I was expecting a friend to stop by so we could go out dinner and I was still outside when he drove up. Now, let me preface this by saying this is a friend who asked me last week if I'm going to be siding the house with "those long strips or the little squares." (Translation: clapboards or shingles) He gets out of the car, looks at the house and asks, "Where's the rest of your porch?"
There's really nothing I can do about it at this point but it makes me start to wonder, is this going to look ridiculous?
So I made a trip down the street to take another look at the Greek Revivals down on the next block.
This one looks the same as mine.
So does this one.
Why did I never notice how narrow the porches were?
Oh, I guess it was those "expectations" that clouded my vision.
So what were these porches for? I know people were smaller in 1842 but a porch this size would barely allow for someone to sit in a chair without their feet hanging off the front of the porch. It's almost like it's just for decoration. A fancy brooch on the front of its new dress.
No swing with inviting canvas cushions.
No old rocking chairs.
Maybe a barley twist plant stand with a potted caladium.
All is good. Or should I not have that expectation?